what a sad day???
12/18/2009 3:34 am
today is a sad day...because i cry this whole day and i think that t'm so useless in this world...all i do is go to work, come home and thats it...nothing in this world is important to me...i wish i can do alot more than this...but i guess not...I want god to give me a sign weather or not to go on with life...i keep thinking about suiside....I want to move onto the next step of college...but can i??? i want to get another job... but is it worth it???i just don't know anymore... maybe thats why i'm here....to make new friends and start over....i just hope i'm doing the right thing...plz god...i want to succeed....but if i get another job...am i working to hard...and should i jux ignore everything thats happening around me??? plz tell me soon
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